I am going through that one phase again…
The difference now, is that it feels as it is not goina end soon. Or ever.
I may still not sure of what I want to do with myself,
but I am for sure convinced of the things I don’t want, keep away from,
or that I do not want to become.
I feel motivated, then all of a sudden I feel broken.
It’s that one small moment when you feel a pinch of inspiration
and it goes away all of a sudden when you become disappointed.
Disappointment, coming from those of you love the most is what hurts bad
But who am I to say this when I know I am about to disappoint the whole world?
After so many years, recognition, even awards
But all by doing something I don’t truly love…
I will finish this stage, for I do not like leaving things undone,
But after that, I am going away on a mission
Be prepared world, I may never come back
For I do not like to turn around once I have set my mind with a whole new ambition
I want to take you with me, yet I am unsure…
With those details I discover about you every other day.
I hope it is just that you are lost. Are you okay?
Remember I am here for you, there is no need to look for other (stuff)
for support, I say, if that is what you need.
I may not be the best, but after figuring out myself
I have learned so many things even from you
that I have realized a phase is not only that
But that you have to let it go through yourself
it is that your real self, your real face
And you don’t have to let anybody to take away from you!